Ainekuraine – Kenshi Yonezu with FULL lyric and english translation

あたしあなたに会あえて本当ほんとうに嬉うれしいのに

Atashi anata ni aete hontou ni ureshii no ni

I feel really happy that I’ve met you, but

当あたり前まえのようにそれら全すべてが悲かなしいんだ

Atarimae no you ni sorera subete ga kanashiinda

Everything seems so sad as usual

今痛いまいくらい幸らいしあわせな思おもい出でが

Ima itai kurai shiawasena omoide ga

The memories that are so happy it hurts

いつか来くるお別わかれを育そだてて歩あるく

Itsuka kuru owakare wo sodatete aruku

Walk while fostering the farewells that would come eventually

誰だれかの居場所いばしょを奪うばい生いきるくらいならばもう

Dareka no ibasho wo ubai ikiru kurai naraba mou

If I have to live snatching away someone else’s place

あたしは石いしころにでもなれたならいいな

Atashi wa ishikoro ni demo nareta nara ii na

I’d rather just be a pebble or something

だとしたら勘違かんちがいも戸惑とまどいもない

Dato shitara kanchigai mo tomadoi mo nai

Then there would be no misunderstandings or doubts

そうやってあなたまでも知しらないままで

Sou yatte anata made mo shiranai mama de

That way, I wouldn’t know you either

あなたにあたしの思おもいが全部伝ぜんぶつたわってほしいのに

Anata ni atashi no omoi ga zenbu tsutawatte hoshii no ni

I want all my feelings conveyed to you

誰だれにも言いえない秘密ひみつがあって嘘うそをついてしまうのだ

Dare ni mo ienai himitsu ga atte uso wo tsuite shimau no da

But I have secrets that I can tell no one, and I end up telling lies

あなたが思おもえば思おもうよりいくつもあたしは意気地いくじないのに

Anata ga omoeba omou yori ikutsu mo atashi wa ikujinai no ni

I’m much much more cowardly than you think I am

どうして

Doushite

So why?

消きえない悲かなしみも綻ほころびもあなたといれば

Kienai kanashimi mo hokorobi mo anata to ireba

The sadness and seams that If I’m with you, I can laugh about

それでよかったねと笑わらえるのがどんなに嬉うれしいか

“Sore de yokatta ne” to waraeru no ga donna ni ureshii ka

Saying “It’s all good” – How glad I am for this

目めの前まえの全すべてがぼやけては溶とけてゆくような

Me no mae no subete ga boyakete wa toketeiku you na

The front of my eyes that seem to make everything go blurry and melt

奇跡きせきであふれて足たりないや

Kiseki de afurete tarinai ya

Are filled with miracles

あたしの名前なまえを呼よんでくれた

Atashi no namae wo yonde kureta

You called my name

あなたが居場所いばしょを失しつくし彷徨ほうこうくらいならばもう

Anata ga ibasho wo nakushi samayou kurai naraba mou

If you have to lose your place and wander around

誰だれかが身代みがわりになればなんて思おもうんだ

Dareka ga mikawari ni nareba nante omounda

I wish someone could just be your substitute

今いまささやかで確たしかな見みないふり

Ima sasayaka de tashika na minai furi

Skilfully and surely, pretending to not have seen anything

きっと繰くり返かえしながら笑わらい合あうんだ

Kitto kurikaeshinagara waraiaunda

We’d probably repeat it and laugh together

何度誓なんどちかっても何度祈なんどいのっても惨憺さんたんたる夢ゆめを見みる

Nando chikatte mo nando inotte mo santantaru yume wo miru

No matter how many times I pledge, and how many times I pray, I keep having miserable dreams

小ちいさな歪ゆがみがいつかあなたを呑のんでなくしてしまうような

Chiisa na hizumi ga itsuka anata wo nonde nakushite shimau you na

Dreams where a small distortion eventually swallows you, making you disappear

あなたが思おもえば思おもうより大おおげさにあたしは不甲斐ふがいないのに

Anata ga omoeba omou yori oogesa ni atashi wa fugainai no ni

I’m much more exaggeratedly spineless than you think I am

どうして

Doushite

So why?

お願ねがいいつまでもいつまでも超こえられない夜よるを

Onegai itsumademo itsumademo koerarenai yoru wo

Please, I wish that the days where we hold hands

超こえようと手てをつなぐこの日々ひびが続つづきますように

Koeyou to te wo tsunagu kono hibi ga tsudzukimasu you ni

To overcome nights that we can’t overcome, continues forever and ever

閉とじた瞼まぶたさえ鮮あざやかに彩いろどるために

Tojita mabuta sae azayaka ni irodoru tame ni

Vividly colourizing even closed eyelids

そのために何なにができるかな

Sono tame ni nani ga dekiru kana

For that, what can we do?

あなたの名前なまえを呼よんでいいかな

Anata no namae wo yonde ii kana

I wonder if I can call your name

産うまれてきたその瞬間しゅんかんにあたし

Umareta kita sono shunkan ni atashi

The moment I was born

「消きえてしまいたい」って泣なき喚わめいたんだ

“Kiete shimaitai” tte nakiwameitanda

I screamed “I want to disappear”

それからずっと探さがしていたんだ

Sore kara zutto sagashite itanda

From then on, I’ve always been searching

いつか出会であえるあなたのことを

Itsuka deaeru Anata no koto wo

For you, who I’d meet someday

消きえない悲かなしみも綻ほころびもあなたといれば

Kienai kanashimi mo hokorobi mo anata to ireba

The sadness and seams that If I’m with you, I can laugh about

それでよかったねと笑わらえるのがどんなに嬉うれしいか

“Sore de yokatta ne” to waraeru no ga donna ni ureshii ka

Saying “It’s all good” – How glad I am for this

目めの前まえの全すべてがぼやけては溶とけてゆくような

Me no mae no subete ga boyakete wa toketeyuku you na

The front of my eyes that seem to make everything go blurry and melt

奇跡きせきであふれて足たりないや

Kiseki de afurete tarinai ya

Are filled with miracles

あたしの名前なまえを呼よんでくれた

Atashi no namae wo yonde kureta

You, who called my name

あなたの名前なまえを呼よんでいいかな

Anata no namae wo yonde ii kana

I wonder if I can call your name